Have you ever realized how wide open love requires you to be for its fullest experience? I only just found out myself. It’s a tremendous challenge.
My heart is aching, and has been all day. In truth it has been aching longer than that. Events are pushing it to the max. I don’t know if I can take it.
To be in a state of love… despite what is happening. Can you do it?
At this moment, I don’t know what to do.
It isn’t that I don’t know what to do with what I’ve learned. I’m beginning to understand, to love freely. It holds no hostages, no bonds, no burdens. It simply gives.
I get this, I do. Rationally, I get stuck on outcomes for dreams of a more stable and simple life. Is there such a thing? Irregardless, I’m faced with a choice: Surrender, or Run.
Run, I keep plodding through it. Surrender, I could fly. Have I the courage? All I need to do is let them all go; just love.
What else of my life, my past needs to be let go?