What happens to a mind that gets lost? Awareness and the ability to process daily the numerous details of life whittles away into the sawdust. A blankness envelopes the mind in a subtle sense of confusion, numb to something undefinable.
At times, a questioning energy surrounds the cloud looking for a way in or out, wondering what has happened to the real me. Nothing happens though. Days, weeks, months slip by, while a new seeking questions every little detail trying to ascertain the cause and effect that might be undone and a sense of normalcy will return.
With vague memories of better days, seen through a distorted and faded fog, when an opportunity appears a bold step faltering walks forward. The strain and the torment hidden from view, no one is the wiser. Step-by-step, is the hope each day, that tomorrow will be new, and in time something comfortable and near will replace this uncertain fear.